I have so many half finished apps for various roleplays sitting around because I love doing apps but I get nervous half way through that I’ll be a shitty whatever I’m apping and then I get nervous so I stop working on the app and never RP there.

And then sometimes when I actually start RPing there I have bursts of activity like my activity comes in these bursts because that’s just how I work because it’s like I am a really chill person and I just like to chill and derp a lot and so I get nervous that I can’t get back into something so then I derp for awhile and my worries increase???

Why am I such an internet nervous baby.

but…. sometimes I just relax and enjoy everything for how everything is and not give a damn and just have fun and RP. :)